I am myself.
I wonder what happens when we die
I hear what speaks to me
I see what I want to
I want peace and happiness
I am myself.
I pretend I'm fine when I'm not
I feel the atmosphere around me
I touch the earth beneath my feet
I worry about the small things
I am myself.
I understand that things change
I say what i believe to be true
I dream of finding that "someone"
I try my best, even if it's not enough
I hope one day to overcome my struggles
I am myself.
I am myself.
I wonder what happens when we die
I hear what speaks to me
I see what I want to
I want peace and happiness
I am myself.
I pretend I'm fine when I'm not
I feel the atmosphere around me
I touch the earth beneath my feet
I worry about the small things
I am myself.
I understand that things change
I say what i believe to be true
I dream of finding that "someone"
I try my best, even if it's not enough
I hope one day to overcome my struggles
I am myself.
Harmonies of unscathed tears hover
beneath the surface of a lake
long forgotten
(its not to late for the flood gates to open, darling.
watch out, because you may find yourself drowning
within the tumultuous oceans-------
------- of your shattered notions)
every thought and dream the waking mind projects unto the subconscious,
is yet another reminder as to why we wait for the arms of life to relinquish their sturdy grasp,
and let us fall into a drunken stupor of tranquility and numb oblivion.
watching the life drain from your torn limbs calls to the death that slowly spreads,
from the center of my heart all the way to the center of my soul,
clipping nerves and sinew and revamping the body that god so carelessly threw together,
the sanctuary where our eyes once found shelter from the tempest of their caressing abuse,
the anti-gravity kisses that lessened the wieght of our old ball-and-cha
Messing with the mind, girl
is something you got down to a science
and i'm sick and tired
of being wrapped around your perfect little fingers
Don't get confused by my bipolar attitudes,
I can change my mind
quicker then you can break a heart
like the child you are
I don't want to be the perfect person
they cut me out to be,
all i wanna do is live that dream that we drempt up
and forget what it means to be empty and broken
Them lovers got it cut out for themselves
i don't need to compilcate a situation
degrading itself surely do madness,
and i'm done with screwy mind games
I don't wanna be no ones second best
the one they t
Scars itch tight,
Palms tingling,
Need to feel,
Something,
Pain,
ANYTHING.
A single smile can't fix every one of your hurts.
Trapped,
Caged,
Lost,
Abandoned,
FORGOTTEN.
(you don't know what what you did to me)
Straight and Fast.
Pain.
Grief.
Loss.
Emptiness.
How do we escape the Labyrinth, after we've been dragged back in?
It had healed to little more then a scar,
But
"I am not a coward, but I am so strong. So hard to die."
Love
Nothing.
Scars ripped right open.
Reduced to nothing more then silent screams and saline tears.
Contorted with pain and weighed down with leaden bones.
Black.
Cold.
Hell.
Everything losses meaning in a world of grey.
Is it so hard to die? Is that labyrinth really worse then this one?
Current Residence: ...stalker... Favourite genre of music: Rock/Pop nd Country Favourite style of art: photography MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano or itouch.. Favourite cartoon character: Jude from 6teen lawlz
~Rules~
1. choose 3 of your own characters, get them to answer.
2. tag other people once you are done- spread the insanity
3. have fun
~Start~
Let's introduce ourselves, shall we?
1. Ashlee Mariotti (Ash)
2. James Smith
3. Naomi Singler
What song describes how you feel at the moment?
1. When She Cries ~ Britt Nicole
2. Til I Collapse ~ Eminem
3. Circus ~ Britney Spears
What song do you think could describe how you feel about your parents?
1. Holding On ~ Scary Kids Scaring Kids
2. Just Like You ~ Three Days Grace
3. Ice ~ LIGHTS
What song represents you?
1. Romance Is ~ Lights
2. Dead Memories ~ Slipknot
3. Tongue Tied ~
I highjacked this from SARAH cause i'm reallllyyyy bored and it looked amusing
Put an x in your boxes and create the sentence about you. Begin with "I am a..."
Fav. color!
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky beast
[ ] Orange = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[x] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Brown = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Blue = sweaty
[ ] White = sexy
[ ] Other = hot
What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Skinny jeans = scene kid
[x] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] J
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Black Balloon ~ The Kills
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Love Song ~ P!nk
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Welcome To Mystery ~ Plain White T's
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Need You Now ~ Lady Antebellum
WHAT IS LIFES PURPOSE?
Walk On Water Or Drown ~ Mayday Parade (hellz yeah xD)
WHATS YOUR MOTTO?
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun ~ Cindi Lauper
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Fat Lip ~ Sum41
...
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Dancing with the Devil ~Breaking Benjamin
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Lipstick ~ Elise Estrada (lololz)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST(?) FRIEND?
Catch Me ~ Demi Lovado (DUN J